I feel your presence.
Inside me
And outside
fingers digging into my skin,
leaving burns and scratches.
I feel your presence.
When my breath comes short
But deep inside
Something drops
Don’t call them butterflies.
I feel your presence.
When my throat dries up
Quietening the pleads
Thoughts are locked
On ‘What if?’
I feel your presence.
Every now and then
When all is calm and in sync.
Nothing happens
And anxiety creates a new scene.